♫ Monday, October 08, 2007
spoken to ling just now and she really help me alot with my thinking...
i thought of things i never think before and i realise that she might be correct..
there is a reason why WN is so harsh to me... she told me the harsher he is, the more hurt he is experiencing himself...
right now, it is not the time to explain and get him back..give him time and give myself time...do our own things, maintain contacts now and then...if in the future, when he cooled down and the hurt is not so strong anymore, mabbe we can meet up and talk about things that we done wrongly and all...
there might be a chance that we can get back together...but dont give myself too much hope... the chance is mabbe 50% - 50%
actually weiling says she sort of understand y WN is harsh...coz she experience it in her situation (she is the harsh one) and she sort of explain y she wants to be harsh at that time. i agreed and the worst thing is i agreed that its my fault...
i changed my blog name coz i feel that i can no longer owned the yokolovesnan.blogspot. or should i say i dont deserve that blog name any longer. i have no rights of having that... from now on, it is ME... just me and myself...
Will you come? 2:10 PM
