♫ Friday, September 28, 2007
3 years, 1 month, 10 days - bye bye
i really wanna tell him how i gone thru this period of time as a "no-worries, happy" person. Coz i know wadever happens, he is there.
but, right now i have to change my thinking coz i know it is not the same anymore. he wont be there anymore. i am a single entity right now. wadever i do, i must depend on myself.
im trying..but my heart is really heavy...like tons and tons of massive stones are pilling up...and wad im doing is picking up small pieces of stones left by those massive stones and throwing them away... how can i ever finish?
guess time is the only option. take my time and pick up one thing by one time and as time goes by, all the stones will be gone. -clap- im so optimistic. wah!
bullshit.
Will you come? 2:41 PM
