yesterday night, he ask me to change. Coz everytime he wants to go out with his friends,he must come and sort out my permission then almost all the time i will give him negative feekback. Then he told me he like no more freedom and very xin ku so can ask me to change anot?
I say if i cannot change, what will you do. He says he will ask for a breakup. This is the first time he ask for it and we still talk about other stuffs. I say that everything he told me before hand are all lies right? those about staying with me till the end and will marry me, going for honeymood instead of having wedding dinner? Asking me to wait for 4 more years so that he finishes his uni and have a stable job.
Eventually, i say each of us take a step down. The conclusion is - Unless his meeting with his friends affect me, then of coz i can complain and say no to his meetings.
I say i cant imagine him asking a breakup over such a matter. To him is a big deal, to me, i feel that its a small deal! Then how can he ask for a breakup when the things i suffered for his sake is worst than him. WHich is his MUM! for example - This morning i keep calling him to wake him up but his hp dunno y on slience so he really cant hear but i dunno abt it mah so i call and call and call. Do you know the feeling of i cant even call my own bf's home no to wake him up? I was so pissed off. Everything we do, he has to consider his mum first (whether the mum will nag at him or what), he doesnt like to have quarrels, so if he can just give in to avoid troubles, he will. His mum still dont approve of him having a gf and it has been 2 years!
I told him all that. Telling him i suffered more him, for our r/s and he dare to break up with me becoz of what i feel is a SMALL reason??? In the end, he said sorry to me for hurting me and wanting to break up. He promise he will not do this again and ask for my forgiveness. He even says sometimes he will dift here and there and needed someone to hold onto him and remind him then i say you no need to use this kind of method mah, it really hurts me. Of coz i forgive him! coz i understand that his freedom has been violated by me.
