The story goes..... When im in sec 3, i have a "abang"(malay word for bro). His name is Hamzah and he is in sec 5 that time. Forgotten why i get to know him but i had a deep inpression on him since he look very much like a hongkong star (he is a mix, half malay half chinese) and his pants is so low till anytime, it feel like its going to drop! haha He is such a sweet guy. Btw, im not toking abt romance r/s here. Personally i dun believe in good frens that exsist btw a guy and a gal. In our case, i think we are.
We are a pair of cute abang and adik. From the starting of our friendship, we wrote letters! haha yup! aft finishing the letter, we will get someone to send to each other eventhough we're in the same sch! and his art is so nice that sometimes i really have to crack my head for my own letters to him. and that time he is interested in my best fren at that time which is cynthia but too bad my C is not really interested in him. Dunno y...haha he is really good looking in a sense. So everynow and then we will exchange letters and we become bro and sis.
still rem when i get to know him, it was the 3rd or 4th quarter of the yr and it was his last yr in sch for him so on my birthday that year, he came to sch on the following year(he grad liao la) just to pass me my present. A big box of Body SHop stuffs. Got soap, perfume...etc etc really quite touched and that present i kept it till now coz some of the stuffs i didnt use, i just keep it together with his letters. a few months later, Dunno y, izit becoz of some misunderstandings, he told me to keep out of his life! i was so shock and sad and due to my stubbornness, i didnt reason with him and till now! think its been 5 years of so... Sometimes i really wish to call him but i dun dare...haha lame right. actually i wan to ask him how is he getting on these few years, just to sort of catch up but my hands shake evrytime i wan to call so i forget it loh. Sometimes i really called through but then once i heard the other party says "hello", i hang up the phone! haha really useless hor...
But the only thing now is im afraid that his no has been changed since its been 5 years. And i think if i dun get my ans, this will really becomes one of my regrets in my life...
