Count down - 29 days...how to live without him for so long!
I send my dear off at the airport on sun very early morning... very sad leh!!!!! we reach there around 4.20am coz dear have to report at around 5am and his flight time is 7am mah... During the taxi trip there i alr dropping tears le...haha
But during the time at the airport, i didnt feel so emotional la coz i noe i still can see see him mah...but i dun 1 to send him off coz i noe i would be able to stand watching him go off de...so i told him i go first just before he needs to go in...during the saying of gd-byes i really wanna to cry liao leh but i "REN"!!!
Whn i go down and wait for the bus, i give him a call telling him the 1st bus coming ard 6.20am and the time is still early... so when i hear his voice i cry le... very hard to REN leh....i told him dont talk le coz i get very emotional whn i hear his voice..so we sms better... during my bus trip back i keep wanting to drop tears but i REN... take deep breath and all that...
Then when i reach home i took a bath and before slp, i cry first den i fall asleep until noon time...haha... but i noe the day will pass very fast de and soon my dear will be back!!!! But without him i feel very lonely leh... Like im not a complete person...like i have lost an arm or a leg.... And when his plane took off, he took a part of my heart along with him as well so during this one whole month my heart might be weaker den usual.. LOLx.....
