Today is monday the BAD day...so boring arh... watched vcd last nite and i had only 5hours of sleep... *yawn* now at work & slacking... luckily tonight can meet my deardear or else i dont have anything to look forward to.. *really*
I learnt a lesson on sat...That is "dont be too stubborn!" haha..no la..its becoz during the noon time got this ger sms my bf den i saw the name and abit of the message mah..den i ask my bf "who wor..." and he say a friend..den i say which fren den he still say a fren.. den i abit tu lan..coz he will like explain to mehis frens de...what i mean is he will like say " army fren" or "poly fren" or "blah blah blah who is with me during his taiwan training" so and so..... i mean i noe this ger mah...is last last time his fren intro to him de...actually he told me all about it la...coz the way he say fren i noe mabbe is a ger liao mah...so i dun care him for about 1 hours + watching tv all the way la...den when goes out of the room.i check on his sms..haha! ok i admit checking his sms is not the correct thing to do but.....So 1st sms is the ger ask him whether he is free to accompany her to go buy a gift and mybf replied he is not free la...den i oso see his send out sms outbox. he sms her that on Last mon he actually wan to go find her but she nv ans her phone.. den i go recall last mon wad i was doing mah...i got work at night he can come out at night but i cant meet himla...so i very angry leh...
I like thinking i go work den u can go find another ger isit... so later when he is back,i ask him who is the ger and wad she sms u la..He say u look at my sms? i say if i dont see how would i noe that u go find another ger whn im working and cant accompany u! then he say can u listen to my explaination? the first 2 times i say no. den i ask him to explain the third time. he say coz he like very long time nv contact her le so he just wanna go by her clinic that she is working to say HI only den he leave le and somemore her working place at CCK,same as his army mah... Then i say "u just go and ay hi only meh?" "Of coz la, she is working mah..." Then he say "U dont tell me u think that im having an affair?" then i keep my mouth shut...I knew he wont have affairs with other gers but im just not happy that he go find other gers alone mah! say i processive or wadever, i just dont like. He explain that the ger is not his poly frens where he can go out with her in a group, he just go by and say hi and he say as a fren,the most basic thing is to do that, if not,still consider as a fren meh?But he nv get to meet that ger mah coz she nv ans his call. And i still stubbornly says "Den not related,y she ask u go buy gift with her?" he told me he really dunno mah and he told her he not free le mah.....and since he's with me, he nv contact his other "ger-friends" alr...and i believe him...coz in his life now, the females that evolve around him is his mum and sisters and lastly is me...
When he ask me"i dont trust him?" i also keep my mouth shut...i trust him but i angry with him mah! Then is his turn to be angry with me coz he feels that i didnt trust him. so he took his things and go back home. this is the 1st time that he does that...in the past, whenever im angry, he will stay by my side watching me (no matter whether im in the wrong or he is in the wrong,though most of the time,im in the wrong) until im back to normal. But this time different le...but in the end, we do work out things and everything becomes right again..
haha...coz aft an hour, i fnally called him and we tok loh...I tell him i dont like him meeting other gers alone. its not about trust thing but i just dont like... So he say if i dun like, he wont do it again...then he say meet cannot,how about call? i say oso cannot! haha! then he say"huh...meaning i no more ger-firends liao la?" den i say ya loh! hahaha... bbut he even agreed leh! he says, since im his gf now,he will listen to me in wadever i say de....
Fark...actually i also to stubborn to let go one step...coz i realise that whenever im angry with him, i make unreasonable demand and act unreasonably..really leh..i also dont wan de... who ask him to make mi angry!
But in my heart, i knew it myself that i got the best bf in the world...i know he will take good care of me de...
